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Internet presence: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ale_drummer (can only see the first page) Tusclases particulares (since like Aug. 2018 -> after leaving for Colombia; went down 2 months after report; pic in comments): https://www.tusclasesparticulares.com/profesores/derly-alejandra-martinez-guerrero.htm Fun fact: **x : "Person" told me that this was created for giving online lessons, but "person" couldn't be online (for "us") and then used by a friend.. And there are other Tusclases platforms out of Spain as well.. Plus classgap (also 2018 -> age 31) (also down after report): https://www.classgap.com/es/tutor/derly-alejandra-martinez-guerrero (picture -> obviously Cucuta, Colombia (inland)... or Venezuela or Aruba.. not Barcelona, Spain..) Other / old mail: derlyale13@gmail.com Skype: ale_1387 (for Birthday: 13.06.87 (gratulated (almost) everytime, although often indirectly..) Spain (because SIM (and phone) from friend in Spain obviously) Also on Facebook, myspace, twitter: (all found around 2018-2020, when I started to "investigate" harder) https://www.facebook.com/ale.drummer.3 https://myspace.com/ale_drummer https://twitter.com/Aleee_Drummer (there were some pics on Myspace once, showing that "human" with friends, in a water park, with drums, at some birthday, with its former husband ("person" told he (just) left for Colombia)) And btw.: so much for not being able to get the mother to "Colombia" in 2019: https://es.linkedin.com/in/derly-guerrero-80b3ab1a4 -> search for "Derly Guerrero Espana LinkedIn" on Dogpile f.e. Old addresses (for packages and bank transfers (2015-2018)): urb.la rosaleda sur, edif. Urica, xx, apt xx, San Antonio de los Altos, Estada Miranda, Venezuela 1204 ("her" (mean) "grandma", where "she" lived with "her" son until thrown out) (Besides.. writing that down by hand each time for the money transfers was kind of a pain in the ***.) And: Edif. Hotel Alba Caracas, Dtto. Capital., Nivel Lobby, 1010 Caracas, Venezuela (where "they" did let it get mail and packages) Phone "grandma": 0058212735xxxx Last thoughts: And still.. a smaller and smaller part.. sometimes SAID.. if "my".. "flower" ("sweet devil", "dewdrop", ..) would HAVE wrote, as if this text here (and my last 100ds of mails), wouldn't exist (and all the.. discrepancies or the time or anyone else..).. some part of me would HAVE almost wanted to do so as well. Sometimes "she" would have "freaked" out about the smallest, most indirect assumings. Sometimes "she" would have ignored complete mails, be "understanding" or really really "nice". Although "we" "both" might have known, that what "she" told so so insistently and just everything was a lie. And that was the worsed feeling.. that was my hell there. (I really cared.. and always tried to understand.. even this..) For me it was personal, for me it was a big part of my life and it had REAL consequences and it has. For I WAS the one laying there before sleeping, still rarely thinking, what that "person", that created itself in my head, that was never "mine", "might" never have wasted a thought on ME, might think, might feel, might do (before sleeping or how it could sleep at all..).. But this WAS all b.s. and nothing of this, maybe not even the 2nd walk to the Police would have existed, if this "person" wouldn't have been a "bad" "winner" on top of all.. Then again: There WAS nothing to understand and nothing good, there was just nothing and never was, just manipulation for the "thing we both hated" (its words again). (Or am I wrong (to be so "mean")? It: "I don't know what to think anymore.", "That's what You get, when You are good to people. They f*ck You up more.".., "You have to make it better again.", "I could doubt You as well." .. Yeah, right.. That "person" turned all all the good things I did and wrote (thousands of nice things, poems and stuff..) into worthless SH*T only, making me feel used only.. after I felt manipulated (underneath), swallowed it down, for years, having faith.. having feelings.. believing with my heart.. (in "her" and "her" son, a bit "us", at least some good..) Again..: Be smarter than me. Sometimes.. one and one IS two only.. although they might assure You so so sooo much, that it's one.. (or three or five..) P.s.: Facts: I did wrote (and talked) with someone, I did send money and packages to someone (namely and with an address) and even IF I would be just crazy only or it was NOT the real Derly (it disliked that first name > same as mother) Alejandra Martinez Guerrero, that did at least anything with/to me (AND ghosted me after 5 years.. of this..), that person might(?) have reacted in some way? Or wouldn't it? .. And I'm the last one, the last one.. that wouldn't HAVE tried to understand, wouldn't HAVE taken.. whatever.. and let things go.. although not even I could ever forgive (..easily) all all those horrible things (the lies.. okay, but even more so the "nice" things and little portions of "truth" that wouldn't have had to be to just manipulate (for, sorry: fcking money only) and the long long time I did let that happen (though it's two sides always)). Really. It: "Did You already forget about me?" (somewhen in 2016, no message from me for some.. hours..) -> I just hate now, that I will never be able to.. .. I'm not perfect, I didn't wished to victimize myself to hard here, but I know: EVERYONE is worth more and NO ONE should be treated like this.. especially me, cause I'm a "good" guy (and possibly one of the best this "person" could have wished for**).. (fun mode off) ** doing so much, knowing(?): so little (not even if I wrote with a "person" (at all.., in the first year)), hell even going on, while feeling (so) lied to and "treated" like nothing (before) ment anything (to push me to give more, presumably).. like I was just a stupid, unworthy, far away thing to get what IT needed from.. (What could I have done in the real world with this.. energy?? (Did "You" ever ask Yourself this? Off course not. ..) .. Now, for sure, I don't want to want no one anymore (that badly). ("Nunca mas".. ((nunca menos))) Attachement - U.S. visa (dogpile -> search for given name -> deleted after report) (Thankfully those other 2 Visa applications are deleted now (2023-11-xx). Wouldn't want the "mother" bad and especially the son (who (as well) was used by this "person" to make me "help").)